Friday, August 20, 2010

Hurt!!

Today when I woke up, out of no where I had this huge yearn to listen to HURT! by Johnny Cash. Remembering how few months back I had just you tubed this song and failed to download it (Hurt being my companion for many low months in my life). I first buffered it on you tube and then buffered the Nine Inch Nail's original song which had been recommended by a dear friend to me few months back. Needless to say I downloaded both of them and being very similar to each other I saw very distinctive allures to the two songs and not the obvious parallels.


I'll start with the Immortal Johnny Cash's cover. This was the version which I heard first and till yesterday I thought it was original(my friend failing to mention NiN's version is the original). Coming back to Cash's rendition, the way it starts is just decisive!! How the opening notes and the way they are played shreds your soul into many discomfiting fragments of wastage. One soul who at the fag end of his life realises that all his accomplishments mounted to nothing, as his life is incomplete without his loved ones who are all now forever gone. With no shoulder to cry on, no one to console and absolutely no one to make him laugh all that is left now is memory. Memory which with each passing day is turning into a misery. The crest of this song to me would be the way its flowing evenly  and with very simple chords and notes how Johnny Cash has described the most sublime complexity of life!!!

Coming to Nine Inch Nail's Version. this song is morose and it highlights the insipid meandering of life especially when you earn your bread doing something you love... how at times you feel life is too shallow and feel there  is not the same love and feeling that drew you towards your passion in the first place.It resonates the droopy nature and loneliness of stardom. How after being successful you become suspicious and world becomes precarious. How folks around you are judged by you as you've lost the thing called trust... and even in a gathering you feel you are all alone. How standing in the bright spotlight you realise you are not what you were in the beginning .. how your motives have completely changed. How as a kid all you ever wanted to do was a write a lovely song and how you were busy searching for that song. You wonder how it has drifted from love and changed into the sad aspect of commerce. How you just aim and hope that this album be better than the one before.. How you have been deprived the wings of creativity and are dictated by record labels to produce stuff which makes big buck!!


Though both describe the shallow aspects of life and how hollow it is and the way it looses its meaning if you fail to find your near and dear ones right beside you.Johnny Cash's version is a parting gift to the world.... a eulogy to himself. While Trent Reznor's version is a mocking question to himself as to where is the love and how he has to check his priority list every time he wakes up and live by it.There is no doubt that Cash's version is better with even Trent accepting it but we cannot discount the genius of Trent , for the success of Cash's version lies primarily on the fact that Cash utilized and adhered to all the compositional attributes, lyrics of  Trent.
 Cash on the other hand has to be credited for the definitive tone of finality in his song. While Trent aimed for that unknown unexplainable numb pain, Cash chose the silencing sorrow of life. Cash being and icon of bygone era and a genre altogether different worked his Midas touch on an already golden song which was abstract song and brought to it  the marrow of life and turned it into diamond. Trent just spoke of his pain which no one can see in his stardom and how even after living the dream he is all alone. Both of these versions are equally appealing to me and I am just lucky to have lived in the time to see these two Maestros!!!



Wednesday, August 18, 2010

Sadness I see all around me....

Is God my Saviour, or my enemy?
If thee is not what I label him to be.
Why does he give me hell and test me.
I am not sad with my life,but when I see misery all around me.
It shatters me and makes my heart cry.
For why is that God tests all his baby??
To test us sounds to me that he likes two spoons of salt in his tea.
When he created us, why does he torment you or me??
Is it that he doesn't trust himself, or is afraid that we'll forget his Absolute Authority!!
What ever it is I am far from sold on his being holy!!
Surely I don't respect divine almighty.
And if in sadism he seeks pleasure..... we must as well burn all our deities!! 
We Must as well burn all our deities!!

Monday, August 16, 2010

Heartbreak Warfare.....

It's not that I ever thought John Mayer was gay or stuff... I have always loved his music and in my adolescence days I quite liked it.  Sadly growing up in Bhilai, I was unfortunate to get hands on his cassettes. Also when I finally dived into the ocean of music,  I was too much entranced by Metal and its adrenaline rush.
                  This time around in Bhilai while watching I came across this wonderful song called Heartbreak Warfare. As I listened to first ten seconds of the son I realized that there was a Paradigm Shift, his attitude towards the music seemed way more mellow though it retained its sweetness and innocence for which I always liked John Mayer. The song starts with with an Edge like sweet riff being played infinitely and a Blues oriented sound. Add to it the everlasting n resonating voice of John Mayer and you have an incredible package of something very close to spiritual.....


I know in many quarters John Mayer is criticized because of his poppish approach to music especially after possessing huge pool of talent he posses. Honestly few year back even I would have said that I hate him for being lazy. But you know what ??? It's his choice and it's his life what he makes out of it is his statement to the world if he is content playing few chords notes and notes maybe its his message to the people around. It's his karma and whatever he does its pretty good!!!