Dear, God I pray to you before I sleep everyday and I am angry as you don't listen to me, God please make my Mom happy, please! She is always sad and God I've seen her crying silently. At night she she holds me and cry. She didn't go to office today, she went to some other place and after coming from there she has been crying nonstop(continuously). I heard Ajay Mama telling her, what has happened has happened and nothing willl change. He also said her to stop hoping and start living.....

Divorce..... The first time I heard this word was from Anish. He said to all us friends that Mom and Dad are getting a Divorce. I asked him what does that mean. He told me that Dad is leaving me and Mom. I started crying and ran back to home. At first I couldn't even ask Mom, I was crying so much. Then I asked her are you and Dad getting a Divorce. She asked me who told her and told me that it was all untrue; Anish knows it all wrong.........

After few days she told me that Divorce is when Mom and Dad live alone. Few minutes she said it's not that bad and asked me whom I'll stay with? I started crying with her and said

After few days she told me that Divorce is when Mom and Dad live alone. Few minutes later she said it’s not that bad and asked me whom I’ll stay with? I started crying with her and said, “I will never leave you MOM!”  Few days later Dad came back from his tour, he brought me a very big doll. Mom wasn’t talking to him, I couldn’t understand why?  I mean he came back to us. Until the next morning when Dad called me and told me that, Mom and Dad are getting divorced. I asked him “So you are leaving us?” He held me and said who told her that? I said Anish, and asked him to take that doll away but stay with me and Mom. All he could say was that he loves me and it’s not like that. He then asked me if I would love to live with him. How can they ask me, to choose between Mom and Dad?  Ajay Mama came home he asked me If I would like to go out with him and have an Ice cream? I knew he was taking me away so that Dad could leave.... leave forever, leave us all alone.  Still I left. When we came back I asked my Mom. “Dad left us?” She started crying and Ajay Mama held Mom and me tightly. We were crying, I don’t know the reason, but we just cried.....

A prayer.....

Dear, God I pray to you before I sleep everyday and I am angry as you don’t listen to me, God please make my Mom happy, please! She is always sad and God I’ve seen her crying silently. At night she holds me and cries. She didn’t go to the office today, she went to some other place and after coming from there she has been crying nonstop (continuously). I heard Ajay Mama telling her, what has happened, has happened and nothing will change. He also said to her to stop hoping and start living.....

Divorce..... The first time I heard this word was from Anish. He said to all us friends that Mom and Dad are getting a Divorce. I asked him what does that mean. He told me that Dad is leaving me and Mom. I started crying and ran back to home. At first I couldn’t even ask Mom, I was crying so much. Then I asked her are you and Dad getting a Divorce. She asked me who told her that and told me that it was all untrue; Anish knows it all wrong.........


After few days she told me that Divorce is when Mom and Dad live alone. Few minutes later she said it’s not that bad and asked me whom I’ll stay with? I started crying with her and said, “I will never leave you MOM!” Few days later Dad came back from his tour, he brought me a very big doll. Mom wasn’t talking to him, I couldn’t understand why? I mean he came back to us. Until the next morning when Dad called me and told me that, Mom and Dad are getting divorced. I asked him “So you are leaving us?” He held me and said who told her that? I said Anish, and asked him to take that doll away but stay with me and Mom. All he could say was that he loves me and it’s not like that. He then asked me if I would love to live with him. How can they ask me, to choose between Mom and Dad? Ajay Mama came home he asked me If I would like to go out with him and have an Ice cream? I knew he was taking me away so that Dad could leave.... leave forever, leave us all alone. Still I left. When we came back I asked my Mom. “Dad left us?” She started crying and Ajay Mama held Mom and me tightly. We were crying, I don’t know the reason, but we just cried.....

I haven’t seen him after that day. He did come to meet me many times but I don’t know why I couldn’t meet him....... I love him, he is my Dad, but I also love Mom and I see her daily sad crying and I cannot forget that Dad left us. I don’t remember the last time Mom smiled. She is working all the time at the office, when she is at home cleaning making me learn my lessons, do my home work, she is so particular about everything. Everything must be the way it should be... At night also when she is not crying she is either reading or knitting. I know Dad will never come back to us, but does my Mom need to be sad for Dad, who left us? I have found my answer that Dad will never live with us so please can give us happiness? I don’t want any toys God; I won’t even pluck flowers and will never ever hurt animals. Please God make Mom, Ajay Mama, and Dad happy. Please, please, please God make my Mom happy again!!